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Intro
01:14
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2. |
Enemy
05:03
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I don’t want to turn you into an enemy
But how am I supposed to carry on?
Terrified that there is nothing left of me
So, how does it feel to know you won?
All this pain
All these miscalculations
Every time
I looked away
Instead of staring back at you
I don’t want to turn you into a memory
So I’m forgetting everything you are
It’s painful, but I’m doing what is best for me
It’s hard to heal when you keep leaving scars
All this pain
All these miscalculations
Every time
I looked away
instead of staring back at you
I don’t want to remain as an accessory
To hopes and dreams and plans and goals that flew
When darkness swiftly falls, it leaves you questioning
I still wish the lies you told were true
All this pain
All these miscalculations
Every time
I looked away
Instead of staring back at you
All I want is to fall into your arms
All I want is to tell me you were dreaming
All I want is to make the same mistakes again with you
All I want is to die with everything you felt for me
All this pain
All these miscalculations
Every time
I looked away
Instead of staring back at you
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The glow of her hair
And the warmth of her smile
If pain is a foot
Then mine is a mile
I still miss her sometimes
I just couldn’t say
Where it all went wrong
Maybe I was a coward
Who didn’t belong
I still miss her sometimes
I fell and I fell
In a deep dark hole
And I lost sense of all
That I couldn’t control
I still miss her sometimes
I wish I knew how
to fix this mess
Been feeling some way
I just can’t express
I still miss her sometimes
I know how she feels
And I truly agree
She has every right
To be mad at me
I still miss her sometimes
Made some mistakes
Before I set her free
Did what I thought was right
Just wasn’t meant to be
I don’t miss the old me
Change ain’t as easy
As it might sound
But I’ll do my best
I can’t let her down…again
I don’t miss the old me
I’ve taken too much
Shut one too many doors
Forgiveness is earned
And I hope I earn yours
I still miss you sometimes
I still miss you sometimes
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4. |
Those Same Roads
02:45
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One day I had it all
Next day I feel so small
I hope my pretty eyed lover will remain
But I know it can’t be the same
No matter how hard I tried
The pain won’t shift, the tears won’t dry
I know I’ll never love again
At least not in the way that I loved you
Thought that I was baby blue
But now I’m just missing you
You prob’ly don’t remember me
But I was your baaaby
Na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na-na-na-na-na-na
Na-na
Na-na-na-na
Na-na-na
Ooh-oooooooh
Come back and love me if you dare
We’re speaking here and there
If you wondered where to go
I’ll still be on the same old roads
Wish that I knew now what I know then
Wish I could start over again
I’m just a stupid boy who
Likes to live in fantasies
When she drifts away again
That’s when the pain seeps in
Call me a forgotten face
But I’ll never refuse her embrace
I thought that I was baby blue
But now I’m just missing you
You prob’ly don’t remember me
But I was your baaaby
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Disappear
03:48
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Disappear and run away
Maybe try again someday
Didn’t work out like we planned
But I just can’t understand
Maybe in a day or two
I’ll fall in love with someone new
But until that wish comes true
My heart only beats for you
I would change things if I could
Or I wouldn’t, but I should
I’ve been searching for a sign
Still you’re all that’s on my mind
Maybe in a week or three
Someone will fall in love with me
But until that wish comes true
My heart only beats for you
Maybe in a year or ten
I should be over you by then
But until that wish comes true
My heart only beats...
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6. |
Barrel of Lies
01:54
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Baby’s looking at me
Through a barrel of lies
I don’t know what I did to hurt her
But she’s fueled like a fire
Woman’s looking at me
Through a whirlpool of dreams
I don’t know where she thinks she’s going
But she says what she means
I want to run
Start of the gun
Where she’s coming from
Everybody’s asking me
Now “what does it mean?”
I wish I had a perfect answer
But I’m destined to dream
Asking everybody
If they have all the facts
But they just laugh and drink
And kiss and sing and resume the act
I want to flee
Don’t reach for me
I’m invisible
Baby’s looking at me
Through a barrel of lies
I don’t know what I did to hurt her
But she’s fueled like a fire
Woman’s looking at me
Through a whirlpool of dreams
I don’t know where she thinks she’s going
But she says what she means
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7. |
Startling Beauty
03:36
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Startling Beauty
I once loved you
Do you remember
Who I was?
Mom and daddy
Didn’t give you…
You kept searching
I was in front….of….you…
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Anyone's Guess
02:14
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I’ve been waiting patiently for the light to come in
It’s been such a long time and the room’s become dim
I know
This won’t last forever
I know
But it still hurts sometimes
My mind is running circles but my body lies still
I’m begging you to tell me what lies over the hill
Everything is fuzzy and it turns into blur
If you ask me for my name, I’ll say “I’m not sure”
I know
This won’t last forever
I know
But it still hurts sometimes
I don’t know what day it is,
but I hope I’m not late
Asked you once, I’ve asked a million times
“Can I escape?”
I know
This won’t last forever
I know
But it still hurts sometimes
Sunrise should’ve been here yesterday, where did it go?
It seems that everyone abandoned me so long ago
I’ll wait just as long as I can, not one moment less
Just how long that’s gonna take is anyone’s guess
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9. |
Two Sides
02:53
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Don’t say you love me
Or “this is no one’s fault”
When you’re sailing away on a sunset
And you’ve left me lost
Somethings wrong now
(Something’s wrong now)
I can see it in your eyes
(See it in your eyes)
I feel the distance, but
you smile and say that everything’s fine
There’s two sides
Two sides to every story
I’ve been taking zero chances
Cause I’m scared to be alone
I’ve been changing circumstances
Cause she don’t know how to love
Feel the tears grow
(Feel the tears grow)
Oooh, she’s so cruel
(Oooh, she’s so good)
I have to realize
You’re not the person that I once knew
There’s…two sides
Two sides to every story
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What goes through your mind
All the time?
What goes through your head
When you're in bed?
What goes through the door
That you ignore?
And what goes through your heart
When we're apart?
I just want to know
I just want to know
What goes through your day
When you're away?
What goes through your night
Do you hold him tight?
What goes through your feet
When you're discreet?
And what goes through your heart
When we're apart?
I just want to know
I just want to know
If you could see me back
Through reflective screens
I'd ask a million questions
Tell me what it means
But if you come around, I won't leave you out
And if you stay, okay, let's try
This time around
What goes through your mind?
What goes through your mind
All the time?
What goes through your head
When your in bed?
What goes through the door
That you ignore?
And what goes through your heart
When we're apart?
I just want to know
I just want to know
What goes through your mind?
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Exactly What To Say
02:49
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I’m gonna walk right over
I’m gonna introduce
I’m gonna let you know
It was nice to meet you
Maybe we could find
Some time to get alone
I’ve been running strong
By myself for far too long
So won’t you come along?
Let’s take it nice and easy now
I want to take you dancin’
Gonna start romancin’
We’ll be feeling fine
I want to hold you near me
Want to kiss you dearly
I want to make you mine
Wake up before nine
Get to work on time
I’ll see you after five
Take it nice and easy now
I want to feel the daze
I want to count the ways
I want to move so fast
Good lovin’ absolutely
It’ll be so groovy
It’ll be a gas
I’m gonna run right up to you
Gonna ask you how you do
Gonna get to know you
Let’s take it nice and easy now
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12. |
The Life You've Chosen
01:47
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If I Had To Lie
03:24
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Baby
If i had to lie
I never cried
On the day we said goodbye
Lately
I’ve been running scared
I wasn’t prepared
For the hole you left in me
Woman
I don’t understand
I was your man
I thought we had a plan
And the pain will remain
So i try to refrain
From speaking your name
So i have to move on
From a lover withdrawn
But it still feels wrong
Don’t you
Wish we could rewind?
I was just a bit behind
And you couldn’t wait for me
Baby
I’ve been torn and tattered
My heart has been shattered
And i don’t know what to do
Sometimes
The silence turns to shouting
I begin doubting
That you ever noticed me
And the pain will remain
I still try to refrain
From speaking your name
So i choose to move on
From a lover withdrawn
But it feels so wrong
Baby
If i had to lie
I never cried
On the day we said goodbye
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14. |
The Moon Glows
02:35
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Moonglows were playing
When I told
You that I loved you
No one else above you
And you said the same
Feels like a lifetime ago
The piece of my heart
I gave to you
Has crumbled
And no longer grows
“I Pray For Love”
And still do
Pray that somebody
Will love you again
The way I that I loved you
It’s not the same
This wound may never heal
I accept now
That it’s all over
I had a dream
You were old
Lifetimes had passed by
So far removed from all the
Phases of now
A memory appeared
and you smiled
If that’s where I exist for now
that I’ll have to accept it somehow
Je te trouverai toujours
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When I'm Awake
04:02
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When I’m tired
I get so hard on myself
When I’m tired
I see you with somebody else
When I’m tired
I lie in my bed
And want to hold you like I should
Ooooh
This kind of thinking
Don’t do me no good
When I’m awake
The daybreak puts me in a good mood
When I’m awake
I can fake that your in the next room
When I’m awake
The pain goes away
If only for a moment or two
Oooooh
I can almost forget about you
There’s no use pretending
Our love’s at an ending
It disintegrates with the morning dew
And now that it’s over
I’m searching for closure
But searching leads me back to you
When I’m depressed
I confess that I start to miss you
When I’m depressed
I repress all the cold things you’d do
When I’m depressed
I let in the air
That you’re currently breathing somewhere
Oooh living without you doesn’t seem fair
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Lonely Hunter
05:12
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The voice of my lover
With a stranger's eyes
We pass one another
When our love dies
Emotion is fleeting
Temporary and vague
I cannot regret
The choices that i made
I just let it go
The road that i’m traveling
Has its ups and downs
The voice of the past calls
I do not turn around
And at the ending
There’s less and less to find
I’m glad I was in your life
And i’m glad you were in mine
Now I let it go
There are no winners in this story
Just losers
Beautiful losers
But
Still losers
Beautiful, we’re
Beautiful losers
Beautiful, we’re
Beautiful losers
And now I let it go
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